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YO, PIRATE.
i don't make a good disclaimer-typer, so don't expect premade fill-in-the-blanks thingamajigs.
(that has to be the understatement of the century.)

Din went to school today.
just say i'm lazy. i was too tired to go to school.(excuse)
And was worried of not handin up my literature graded assignment.
And so i finish doin it this morning.it feels like a accomplishment for me.
kinda stupid but i din really do any lit homework by myself.
just hate doin those feelings and emotion and putting yourself into the story.
dun know how to explain it.
sometimes i asked god,why am i like tht??
why did my parents give birth to me?
always askin bt was given no answers.
so i decided to question myself.
i was like tht because of the way i was brought up and e habits i had.
i was born because my parents had me.
Seems like i'm giving myself excuses.
i feel like i'm worthless in the family.No one cares about me.
My younger siblings are always against me and sometimes have no respect for me.
whenever i quarrel with them,my heart just feel something tht i can't explained.Soon i start crying.
i just needed someone to talk to whenever i'm feeling low.and not talking to the air and my teddy bear.
i sometimes envy my friends.They have friends to talk to and play with and share secrets with.
but i have none.i just friends tht when they need u they need u .when they dun need u they just dump u one corner.And when they quarrel with their friends they'll come to u .they are just using me and my company.i hate it!
i feel really hurt.but no one understand.they always thinks they i'm e cheerful girl.bt deep down inside i'm not.
i just needed someone..someone...

cass blogged @6:03:00 PM

"helper of me ; disbelieved by men."
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